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Saturday, November 29, 2008

watching the news abt the mumbai attacks and the bloody protests in thailand sent a chill down my spine.
it's somewhat scary to think that such things do happen in countries not that far away from here.
i hope all these will come to an end soon and that peace will be restored.
(:

look at the time!!
i shld be sleeping..
but i'm too used to sleeping late alr. xP

to do:
-alkenes tut
-periodic table tut

-grp 2 tut
-math tut 11c
-math tut 10c
[before flying to korea.]
-math hol assign [if there's time.]
-lit CA assign
-revision for ALL subs

i feel so dead alr. xP

angela 00:49



Friday, November 28, 2008

i'm done with nineteen minutes!! xD
aft almost 2 wks.
omg.
slowwwwwwwwww.
almost cried at one part of the book.
haha.

was reading through some of my posts back in 2004.
when i was in sec2.
my language was ATROCIOUS!!
i found my ct results from back then.
i wonder how i managed to ace english back then..
with such horrendous blog posts.
hahaha.

i made an interesting discovery!!
TWINIE!!
we called each other twin back then you know!!
like whoa.
and we're back to doing that again. xD
but i can safely say that we have grown and matured through the yrs.
our sixth yr of friendship!!
and many more yrs to come, i believe. (:
ILU!!
jiayou for your upcoming cts!! (:
HUGS.

i want to be able to feel that i have enough time to do everything..
but that's almost impossible.
cos time is never enough.
guess i just have to push myself harder.
have 5 more tuts to complete.
and my aim is to complete ALL of them before i leave for korea.
not to mention outings and choir pracs in btw everything.
busybusybusy.
5 tuts, 9 days.

i'm FINALLY done with the 31 notes. (:
tried rushing the remaining ones out ytd morn before choir.
but i failed.
xP

i'm sorry i can't disclose the awesome news to anyone yet..
i have a promise to keep. (:
i promise i'll tell all of you once i can disclose it.
you'll probably be disappointed by it if you're expecting a lot from it.
HAHAHA.
sorry for keeping all of you in suspense!!

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angela 15:25



Thursday, November 27, 2008

i shall shove all those negative thoughts outta my mind for this blog post. (:

lunched with CHIWEI and STM PART before choir.
was nice chatting with them!! (:

girls only choir prac today.
learnt stupid cupid for open house.
it's a super bimbotic song.
xP
but i gotta admit that it's a nice song. (:

headed to tp central with BUDDY STM PART YANGLING aft prac.
the last two wanted to pierce their ears.
haha.
we practically walked ard the whole of tp central to find the shop STM PART went to before.
but we came across this shop which charges only 10 bucks for piercing both ears.
like wow.
haha. (:

aft that STM PART and i went to j8 while the other two went home.
we wanted to play at the arcade but we got chased out by this super fierce woman.
gosh.
even if we were in sch related clothes, you dun have to be THAT fierce.

went to gv aft that.
and thus our impromptu decision to watch a movie.
the timing was just right.
caught wild child.
and we were laughing from start to end.
it's not a bimbotic movie as we thought it was.
xD
had fun laughing with STM PART!! (:
btw we were so hungry that we finished the whole box of popcorn.
omg.
HAHA.
WE SAW THE TWILIGHT TRAILER!!
and we were omg-ing all the way.
haha. xD

oh yeah we met this little girl who was lost and was wailing and trying to find her mum frantically.
poor girl.
i took her hand and brought her to the gv staff.
told them that she was lost.
i think they managed to find her mum while we were queuing to buy popcorn.
thank God. (:
it's traumatic for a child to get lost.
gosh.

dinnered at pastamania and we went home alr. (:
I LOVE YOU STM PART!! xD
thanks for everything.
really. (:

heard some really awesome news today!!
it's like the best thing i heard this yr. haha. (:

angela 21:54



Wednesday, November 26, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASS!! xD

i finally completed the maclaurin's tut!!
i had to redo the whole thing.
xP

went to the gym.
tried running at a slower speed cos i wanted to see if i could run more that way.
and yeah i did run more than usual!! (:
cos that way i won't get too tired too fast.
ran non-stop for half an hour.
hahaha.
xD

off to write 31 minus 3 notes.
i can forget abt reading more of the book later.
ROAR.

to a special friend of mine.
i LOVE the way we get the same thoughts/ideas at the exact same time!!
it's like WHOA.
amazing!!
haha.
anw.
you CAN console ppl dear.
thanks for always listening to all my rubbishy rants!!
you can always rant to me anytime too yeah.
LOVE YOU LOADS!! (:

to TWIN.
POKES.
[stop poking me so much omg. HAHA.]
thanks for bearing with all my crap!!
HAHAHA.
i think you shld really literally slap me the next time we meet you know.
i keep having stupid thoughts.
sigh.
but thanks for always seeing things from my perspective and for supporting me no matter what.
and like you said.
it is indeed comforting to know that there's always someone by your side..
someone whom you can rant to and whine to and what not.
haha.
I LOVE YOU!!
HUGS. (:










because of me being oversensitive, i have hurt 2 ppl..
or possibly even more.
i'm so sorry.
i can understand if you all hate me or smth.



sometimes we get so caught up with doing smth..
that we forget abt all the other things or even ppl around us.

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angela 22:00



Tuesday, November 25, 2008

got woken up at 9 again.
tsk.
haha.
recaps!!

sat
woke up at 1111.
the exact time.
cos my mum came into my room screaming.
cos the part time maid was super late.
xP

went out aft the maid left.
oh my great idea will be fully implemented this coming sat!!
xD
finally found the furniture we wanted.
it was just at carrefour and there we were searching everywhere else like mad the few wks before.
-_-

went to toys r us aft i dunno how long.
i'm still fascinated by all the toys there. xD
and look who i found there!!


headed to the book fest aft dinner.
i was highly disappointed.
they're promoting many more chinese books than english books there.
i'm sorry i'm not a fan of chinese books.
haha.
but there was this expert on horoscopes giving a talk while we were there.
and what i heard was really interesting.
learnt quite a lot abt myself and my horoscope.
cos whatever she said was just so true and apt.
(:

sun
had to wake up at 5.
no you didn't see wrongly.
haha.

headed to city hall to meet the rest.
sorry i was late ppl!! xP
the train took AGES to come.
got blisters on the backs of both my feet while walking to the singapore flyer.
my first time there!!
so what were we doing there at 7 smth in the morn??
we went there to WORK.
HAHA.
my first job!!
whoohoo!! (:

it was grandparents' day. (:
all of us had different duties.
CASS and i were stage helpers.
basically, a sai kang job.
haha.

CASS's sis was one of the ics of the whole event.
i still think that they dun look alike at all.
HAHA.
got to hear of a super amusing incident from CASS's sis.
totally LOL.
her sis is really funny!!
she and felicia were the two ppl incharge of us.
it's amusing when they start cursing or scolding ppl under their breaths.
HAHA.
oh yeah in the midst of doing smth..
felicia will just suddenly GRAB my hand or arm and ask me to run somewhere else to do smth..
ok she actually ran along sometimes too.
hahaha.

so we just kept running ard doing stuffs.
did i mention that it was SWELTERING that day?
yeah.
haha.
my arms have been aching from this whole event since ytd.
but i had a lot of fun!!
really. (:
beats having a desk job anytime.
i'm so finding jobs like this aft my As nxt yr. xD
i feel like getting more NOW but i can't.
have to study plus i'm going to korea soon.
ROAR.

we got a polaroid momento each.
one with CASS CHERYL QUIJING and i inside. xD
WAHAHA.
i love polaroids!!
but they're super ex. xP

i felt that i could just SLEEP while walking from city hall to marina sq to meet my mum.
that was how exhausted i was.
was too tired so i didn't have the appetite for lunch.
watched my mum eat.
haha.

then it was down to sa tours at ppl's park complex for the korea trip briefing.
like HUH?
cos i feel that all the stuff that they said during the briefing can be found online.
we alr know most of it.
my mum said it's a ploy to make ppl pay for the trip.
cos that day's the deadline for payment or smth.
HAHA.

went to swensens for my late lunch.
it was almost 4 by the time our food came.
mac n cheese. xD
THAT WAS MY ONLY PROPER MEAL FOR THAT DAY!!
haha.
wow.
only ate a sausage bun in the morn.
and i didn't eat anything aft i got home.

oh yes..
BFF UNCLE and the other mlcs ppl left for indonesia on this day.
didn't get to msg them to say goodbye.
):
been AGES since i've talked to BFF.

ytd
didn't go out cos the outing was cancelled.
tried forcing myself to do maclaurin's..
and i ended up feeling super frustrated.
could only complete 2 qns out of the 7 qns i've tried so far.
):

read more of nineteen minutes.
finishing the book soon.
xD

things to look forward to
-dinner later after choir
-cycling at ecp on sat!!
-outing with FISH nxt mon!!
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

STUDYYYYYYYYYYYY!!
what are you doing angela!!

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angela 09:53



Saturday, November 22, 2008

i got a surprise and a shock today!!
[or ytd. ok. since it's past 12 alr. HAHA.]

this morn i was happily reading my book and totally ignoring my phone..
so when i went to check my phone..
i had like 4 missed calls from FAITH..
and 1 from BFF.
msged my apology to BFF then she called me back.
and lo and behold..
THEY WERE AT MY BLOCK.
HAHAHA.
but BFF couldn't rmb which floor i stay on..
[but she got the unit number right eh!]
thus the missed calls.
they were exactly two floors down and they actually pressed the doorbell there.
HAHAHAHAHA.
omg imagined if someone actually opened the door!!
so yeah.
they ended up at my house.
xD
i bathed while they were happily exploring my house.
i could hear their excited squeals and laughter.
HAHAHA.

headed to amk hub for lunch.
amk AGAIN! xP
anw.
fish and co-ed there.
HAHA. (:
went to buy titbits and drinks.
then i followed BFF home while FAITH went home.

let me cut the other things short.
headed to causeway point to meet the rest.
dinnered at banquet.
then they headed to k while i went home.
cos i can't stayover at FAITH's while the rest can.

back home.
when i opened the kitchen door,
a LIZARD brushed past my leg in a hurried frenzy to get away.
and i was too shocked to scream.
HAHA.
i wanted to but nth came out. -_-

yup so that pretty much wraps up my day. (:
i feel more busy than i was back when i was mugging for the promos!!
ROAR.
have smth on EVERY SINGLE DAY from tmr all the way to nxt fri.
omg.
xP
but i will take this chance to truly enjoy myself. (:



ok i think i'm going to kill myself with all those thoughts of mine sooner or later..
so i shld really learn to RELAX..

angela 00:27



Thursday, November 20, 2008

my alone time ytd totally didn't feel like alone time at all.
in fact.
i felt more overwhelmed than i ever felt before.
ROAR.
):

typed a long email to TWIN ytd..
full of my rants.
HAHAHA.
we shld really be twins dear!!
only we understand how each other feel abt stuffs. (:
you are the second person with the most similar life experiences as me.
haha.
LOVE YOU!!
thanks for always being there!! xD
my ears are open to rants anytime. (:

today i awoke to all those 'alarm clocks' i mentioned in my previous post.
xP
wanted to slp on but i couldn't bear the noise.
went to amk hub to meet STM PART. (:
lunched at pepper lunch.
love the cheeeeeese.
HAHA. xD

walked ard amk hub and we really bored..
cos we go there too often alr.
xP
BUDDY came along to meet us. (:
then we headed to sch.
brought them to my fave playground near serangoon central first.
we played THIS again!! xD
and we got many stares from the passers-by.
heh.

the blocks look nice against the black and white tiles of the table. (:
thanks for bringing them buddy!!

i insisted on playing on the swing at the playground before going back to sch..
so we were kinda late for choir.
oops.
there was 16 of us today.
learnt part of a new song today.
and all we did was to sing DO all 99% of the way.
the newer songs all have 4 part splits only so STM PART and i were back to being altos.
haha.

waited for AGES for STM PART aft prac.
ROAR.
thankfully i had BUDDY and YUANXI to wait with.
chatted with them all the way.
thanks for the company!! (:

then it was off to heartland mall with STM PART.
she got the album she wanted. xD
dinnered at sakae. (:

i need to get down to studyinggggggggggg.
omg.
slaps self.
someone pls slap me.
i can't afford to waste time.
cos half of my dec is alr gone.
ahhhhhhhhhhh.

how i wish i could capture time and store it in an hour glass..
such that i can flip it over and over again whenever i want or need to..
such that time will never be insufficient.

there is only so much time we can get..
and all we can do is to treasure each and every second..
by spending them wisely.

angela 23:15



Tuesday, November 18, 2008

i have natural alarm clocks around me.
1 - my next door neighbour just shifted out..
and their house is being renovated now..
drilling/scraping/other noises start at 9 every morn.
2 - the ppl who live above us wake up at abt 9/10 everyday..
and they will ALWAYS make such a din when they do.
i dun understand why they always sound like they're shifting furniture straight aft waking up.
xP
3 - piling at the mrt construction site starts at abt the same time too.

choir today was __________ [i dunno how to describe it.].
there was only 14 of us.
so prac ended early.

got a lift from AMANDA's mum to heartland mall.
dinnered with them and STM PART. (:
NYNY!!
[AGAIN!! HAHAHA. nyny twice in 5 days. WOW.]
had loads of fun chatting and laughing with the 3 of them. xD
and so STM PART and i got a treat.
THANK YOU AMANDAAAAAAAAA'S MUM!! (:
btw AMANDAAAAAAA!!
you and your mum laugh in exactly the SAME way.
HAHAHA.

yay i'm getting my alone time tmr. (:
been AGES since i've stayed home and left time and space to myself.
haha.
shall make full use of tmr. (:



talking to someone today made me realise that almost all of us feel extremely frustrated with the whole thing..
it's not just a handful of us who feel this way.

whatever happened to the passion?
whatever happened to the commitment?
whatever happened to our standard?

i dun want to imagine all of us reaching the end of the road..
stopping there and accepting it.
and yet..
there's nth much we can do now..
is there?

what hurts the most is that we didn't make all these choices/decisions..
i feel that we were merely informed of them.
but what can i say/do?


angela 22:48



Monday, November 17, 2008

ytd
i woke up at 12 smth.
broke my own record of waking up late.
haha.

went out with mum in the late afternoon.
initially we wanted to go bowling but the bowling alley was full.
went to catch madagascar instead.
it's a good movie if you want to laugh. (:
but other than that i think the storyline is more for kids.
haha.

today
went to sch with the plan of studying with BFF and FAITH.
but aft lunch we just ended up snacking and talking..
and i started reading nineteen minutes.
another jodi picoult book!!
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
FAITH and i exchanged jp's books.
HAHA. (:

headed to amk hub for dinner after that.
mos burger. (:

i rmb how i said i had no plans for the nxt three days on fri.
and yet.
i went out every single day in the end.
haha.



why do i feel so frustrated with it all?
i should learn to live with the uncertainties instead of being annoyed by them.
i guess i'm just a stubborn person huh.

and i should learn to be more understanding..
instead of jumping to conclusions all the time..
what kinda friend am i?
a selfish and possibly uncaring one.
sigh.










i think i need some time alone..
and that can only happen on wed.

angela 20:39



Saturday, November 15, 2008

I AM SO SLEEEEEEEEEEEEPY.
5 days of sleeping at close to 1 and waking up before 8 is taking its toll on my body.
ROAR.

let me cut things short.
HAHA.

my house phone is fixed!!
FINALLY!!
no more exploding phone call bills.

got a new hp game.
xD
like FINALLY my phone doesn't just have ONE miserable game.
hahaha.
i got addicted to it alr!!
played the story mode for almost 1h just now.

went to sch to play bball with BFF and 6 others. (:
we played for almost 4h with breaks in btw.
my aiming sucks!!
but i managed to get a few balls in. xD
it was great exercise and great FUN!! (:

YAY THE A LVLS ARE ENDING!!
can finally meet up with and catch up with all those i miss!!
can't wait can't wait. (:

angela 23:10



Friday, November 14, 2008

ahhhhhh i've been sleeping at close to 1 for four days straight.
at this rate my eye bags will never go away.
i shall make up for all the lost sleep over the next two months. (:
sch only re-opens on 13 jan. xD

chem and math lects today.
was trying hard not to stone.
haha.

lunched at nyny with OLIVIA and YUANXI.
then we went shopping for earphones.
managed to get new ones which are really GOOD. xD
they're good for studying!!
HAHA.
cos they block out all external sounds and noises. (:

so yeah i'm home now.
I SHOULD GET STARTED WITH STUDYING LATER!!
gosh.
i shld really stop procrastinating.
i have 6 tuts to do just from all the lects aft the intensive pw and mt period itself.
not to mention revision.
xP

ytd
went for chem lect and obviously i ended up stoning again.
HAHA.
lack of sleeeeeeeep.

managed to have a really long chat with KRIS after that!!
it's been ages since we've really sat down to talk like that. (:

went to meet BFF for awhile.
the poor girl's sick.
get well soon k!!
and congrats!!
one last paper and you're done with your As!! xD
and i can so imagine how you're going to FLOOD me with more dongbang stuffs aft that.
oh no.
HAHAHA.
but hey i heard the songs from their new album at the vcd shop just now and they're really fabulous!!
MIROTIC!! xD

and somehow all the choir ppl gathered tgt at the canteen later.
had lots of FUN chatting and playing with all of them!! xD
managed to talk to STEVI too!! (:
we were screaming while we were playing yoink or no yoink.
think we disturbed the j2s who were studying there.
oops.

dinnered with STM PART at pepper lunch aft choir.
chicken pepper rice with CHEESE.
i love cheese!! xD

STM PART I AM JEALOUS OF YOUUU!!
you have like what.
FOUR carebears now!??
ROAR. ):
i shall go over to your house one day to kidnap the blue one and the purple one.
laughs evilly. xD

no plans for the next three days yet.
but i feel like going out to study.
HAHA.
i'm mad. (:
i need some time to myself too.
xD

have a safe trip and enjoy yourself JEANETTE!! (:
take care!!

i'm still feeling scared of next yr..
i just can't push it outta my mind..
it's really uncertain.
while i wish that i could change THAT..
some part of me wishes that THAT would not change..
cos i'm scared of what would happen following that..
how contradicting.

till today i still get a little hurt by what ppl say abt -..
but i know that they dun mean to do that.
i probably said all those things myself last year.
i just have to live with this i guess.
life goes on no matter what.


angela 15:08



Wednesday, November 12, 2008

after two days of reaching home at close to 11 at night and slping at close to 1..
I AM SUPER TIRED!!
HAHAHA.
felt super tired last night.
xP
but the thing is that i've been busy having fun!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
like how often do i get to do that. xD

time for more recaps!!
that seems like my new style of blogging or smth. =.=

mon
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUCKIE!! xD

was running late for sch.
i was praying hard that it wouldn't start pouring before i leave the house but obviously it didn't work.
got totally drenched in the rain on the way to sch.
oh yes i had an umbrella.
BUT IT WAS PRACTICALLY USELESS.
ROAR.
i hate being drenched cos my shoes and socks will be totally soaked.
feels so gross. xP

went to meet BFF aft math. (:
lunched with her FAITH ELAINE and faith's friend.
headed to her house after that.
the first thing we did was to nap.
straight after lunch.
gosh.
HAHA.

watched more DBSK stuffs with her.
and they're really amusing and amazing!! HAHAHA. (:
nicenice. xD
this girl is seriously OBSESSED with them man.
tried to do the alkanes tut but i totally couldn't concentrate at all so i gave up.
and i went home.
haha.

ytd
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STM PART!! xD

struggled to stay awake during chem.
ended up stoning.
haha.
same thing for phys.
but i ended up talking too.
hahaha.

lit was cancelled.
and the reason why seems quite scary if you think abt it.
wonder if it's really true. xP

had choir prac.
and the sop2s/mezzos plus JEANETTE celebrated dear STM PART's[RUTH's] birthday!! xD
the tiramisu cake was too creamy for our liking.
haha.

let the pics do the talking!!

the birthday girl ROOF. xDDDDDDDDDDDD


the creamful cake.


all of us. (:


BUDDY and i with STM PART. xD
not forgetting the carebear!! (:
that's the good buy!! xD

aft choir we went to j8 for dinner.
wanted to eat at cafe cartel but their service totally pissed us off so we just left.
HAHA.
ended up at swensens.
and cos it's RUTH's birthday..
she had free ice-cream!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
the staff there sang the birthday song for her along with us!! xD
we were not the only ones celebrating a friend's birthday there.
haha. (:
the 7 of us shared an earthquake.
it sounds ridiculous if you dunno what that is.
HAHAHA.
it's this ice-cream at swensens. xD
all in all i think all of us ate like more than 10 flavours of ice-cream last night itself.
oh my.
ice-cream overdose!!
HAHA.
had LOADSSSSSSS of FUN chatting and laughing there. (:
yay i LOVE the sops!! xD


the only pic i have from our dinner at swensens.
shall get the rest soon. (:

today
woke up feeling really TIRED.
i felt like sleeping all the way and skipping sch.
HAHA.
went to sch for math only again.

went to vivo with STM PART aft that.
cos it was so early!!
HAHA.
lunched at bakerzin.
first time eating there.
THEIR FOOD IS AWESOME!! (:
aglio olio and lychee tea.
delicious!! YUM!! xD
we shared the lychee tea.
budgetbudget.
HAHA.
we're all getting broke.
thankfully i'm getting my allowance today!! xD

went to the sky park to walk.
it's a MUST when you go to vivo!! (:
we were enjoying the breeze and the scenary before the merciless sun came out to shoo us back indoors.
went to the pet safari to look at the pets.
super adorable!!
xD
went to daiso and candy empire too.

changed when i got home and went down to the gym.
i feel really guilty for not exercising for more than a week!!
HAHAHA.
the exercise felt really good. xD
and i just realised that the walls of the gym are ORANGEEEE and YELLOWWWWW.
makes me love that place even more. (:
the lights at the gym were flickering.
i think i would have freaked out if it wasn't for this other lady there.
heh.
cos it started pouring once i reached the gym.

off to bathe.
I NEED TO START STUDYINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
wake up angela!!
it's time to get back on track.
come back here momentum!!
next year is SCARY. ):
i shall not think about it.
haha. (:

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Sunday, November 09, 2008

8 nov - HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIWEI!! xD

went to ica to change my ic photo.
and the ppl who took the photo made a big fuss cos of my fringe.
ROAR.
but it all went well in the end with a little hair gel. (:
met HAZIQ there!!
omg nvr would i thought tt i would meet anyone i know there.
haha.

went to taka to shop aft that.
finally got the bag i wanted!! xD
YAY!! HAHAHA.
i found a very good buy there too!!
it totally made me happy. (:
but i can't disclose what.
haha.
only AMANDA knows. (:

kinda scurried ard to find furniture for the balcony.
but to no avail.
the stuff we found were either unsuitable or too ex. ):
i feel like giving up!! xP
but i dun want my good idea to go to waste.
plus i'll get a new studying place if we do manage to find the furniture!!
jiayou!! HAHA.
my mum and i will carry on searching. (:

the new sofa came ytd. xD
it's super sleep inducing.
i fell aslp on it for an hour just now. xP

didn't go out today at all.
watched lots of tv.
and i FINALLYFINALLY finished reading my book.
harvesting the heart.

IT'S TIME TO HIT THE BOOKS!!
i promised myself that i would start studying once i'm done with the book.
haha.
it's back to playing hard and studying hard.
not just playing hard. xD

sometimes i wish i can push all my self-expectations away..
out of my sight, out of my mind..
but ultimately i can't push them out of my heart..
cos they're alr inscribed there.
while they may be the main cause of all my disappointments..
ultimately, they keep me going.

everything happens for a reason..
God made life that way.
yes we may fall and stumble along the way..
but instead of blaming ourselves or others and mulling over these obstacles..
we shld find ways to get over them and move on in life.
life is short.



sometimes i wish i could scream at you..
things are not as easy as you make them out to be..
you said that you've been there, done that.
but do you really understand this system and what i'm studying and doing?
cos afterall, you studied in a whole different country..
not to mention that that happened quite long ago.
and mind you, GP IS NOT AN EASY SUBJECT AT ALL.
i'm sorry i'm not a genius who could easily score an A for that.
ARGH.
but i guess i can't blame you..
cos all parents have high expectations of their children..
and of course they want their children to be at their best.
i gotta admit that you've been very supportive of me so far.
especially of what happened last year.
thank you for just..
being there and for loving me despite everything[especially my flaws.].
i love you no matter what. (:

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angela 19:30



Friday, November 07, 2008

the past three days have been F-U-N!! xD
was too tired to blog the past two days.
HAHAHA.
here are more recaps.

wed
woke up late as usual.
i'm really becoming a PIG.
ROAR.
HAHAHA.
took 133 down to suntec to meet dearest PAMELAAAA!! xD
been a longlong time since we've met!!
lunched at kenny rogers.
we agreed to go there aft my promos longggggggggggggggggggg ago.
haha.
had a really awesome lunch!!
and of course a really great chat. xD
aft that we went up to the arcade.
we found a cheap thrill!!
we were really AMUSED and we just kept laughing.
totally failed at trying to stifle our laughter. xP
WAHAHA.
and these are what we got from it.








say hi to PAMELAAAAA!! (:


cookie monster and patrick basking in the sun. xD

found a nice cosy corner to sit down and chat. (:
walked ard some more.
bought gummies from mini toons.
went back to the corner to chat some more. xD

it was really nice catching up with her!! (:
ILU DEAR!! (:
and we both agree that it really bites that our exams and hols always clash.
ROAR.
miss you alr dear!! ):
we shall meet up again soon!!
along with SHIP!! xD
jiayou with all your projs and assignments!!
dun get too stressed up or pissed off!! (:

thu

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUDDY!! xD

went to sch to meet STM PART.
was kinda shocked by her impromptu decision to go to cp to meet BUDDY.
HAHAHA.
but yeah we went there.
she lunched at kfc while i watched.
BUDDY came soon after. (:
we kinda rushed all the way back to sch from cp cos of a last min meeting.
and that meeting spoilt some things.
blah.

anw.
had choir prac.
and i see a 360 degree change in someone.
i wonder if it's for the better.
it's kinda sudden.
as if someone knocked some sense into that person overnight.
heh.
but all but one of the sop2s think that that person has smth against us.
which is quite saddening. ):
i've met my fair share of biased ppl.
dun tell me this is another one.
sigh.
unhappy things aside..

we gave the birthday girl and the soon-to-be birthday girl their animal balloons!! xD
i nvr thought that we would do whatever we did next.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
aft choir prac ended.
there was only the ten of us left.
AMANDA and GABRIEL left straight aft we ate the cake.
then the rest of us went on ASO.
ASO = assault serene operation
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
it was YINXUE's idea.
it sparked off from HUIHUI and YANGLING wanting to smear cream on SERENE's face.
then BUDDY and CHIWEI wanted to join in too.
yes SERENE came back to the music room and they attacked her.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
her screams are ear-piercing. xP
and all of them chased each other ard the sch.
ard the canteen music room art room atrium area.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

STM PART and i attempted to hide in the music room.
away from all the chaos.
then we decided to run outside to join in in the end.
we managed to attack SERENE!!
HAHAHA. [thou is a sadist. xD]
and we ran to hide near the toilets at the atrium.

then somehow the rest returned to the music room and PRETENDED to pack up and kept saying that they wanted to leave alr.
YINXUE was hiding in the storeroom and she dashed out shouting ROAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!! with this super amusing expression on her face.
STM PART got the full blow of the scare cos she was facing the store.
i didn't really get scared cos my back was facing the store.
haha.

aft that they totally attacked STM PART and i.
we were chased out to the pillar outside the music room.
and i was ducking so i got cream on my hair and on my WHITE tee..
but not on my face. xD
i broke from the whole crowd and sprinted to the atrium.
heard someone chasing aft me and it was BUDDY!!
LAUGHS.
we stopped for awhile then i took the chance to turn ard and i chased her to the toilet.
but i had mercy on her. (:

we all had a really good time!! xD
laughed so hard till i couldn't really catch my breath at all.
and i bet you could hear all of our screams from any part of the sch at that time.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
it was definitely a memorable birthday celebration for BUDDY!!
and of course CHIWEI!! (:

pics from ytd. xD





take 1 - AMANDA laughs.


take 2 - AMANDA laughs even harder. xP


take 3 - FINALLY!! HAHA. (:

today
went to sch to meet BFF and FAITH for lunch supposedly.
but i ended up going for lunch with the other BFF and UNCLE cos we're scared that BFF would feel weird coming along with the rest of us.
I'M SO SORRY EILEEN AND FAITH!!
i promise i won't pangseh you two again.
i feel so bad. xP

lunched at banquet with SYAKIRAH and ZUL. (:
was a short catch-up with UNCLE. (:
BFF and i went to amk hub to just walk ard aimlessly cos it was way too early to go to sch.

back to sch to collect our promo results.
2 choir ppl on the honour roll!!
and 1 on the best improved list.
congrats guys and girl!! HAHA. (:

went to ps with STM PART after the whole thing ended. xD
we just walked ard and had fun chatting. (:
dinnered at pastamania. xD
i realise i've been spending A LOT of time with this STM PART lately!!
HAHAHA. (:
she's a nice girl to talk to.
and we do have the same ideas at times. xD
HIGH FIVE DEAR!!
it's nice standing next to her during choir pracs. (:
LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!
HUGS. (:

what a longgggggg post.
HAHA.
shall find a new blogskin soon. (:

smth tells me i shld hit the books soon.
before i regret it.
heh.

angela 20:36



Wednesday, November 05, 2008

haven't really been in the mood to blog the past few days.
yes i'm stuck wearing specs for 2 wks.
sigh.
i look so weird and toot and ugly in them. ):
anw LOVE YOU STM PART AND PAM!! (:
thanks for all those comforting words.
i shld really put this away alr.
it has alr zapped up too much of my energy.
bring pissed with myself doesn't help at all.
so i give up.
HAHA.
recaps for the past few days. xD

sat
this day was spent at ikea at tampines.
walked ard the whole place.
there were so many toys on sale!!
HAHAHA.

the splash of colours is enough to make you happy.
what more the toys. xD





ikea is a happy place. (:

crossed the road to the GIANT giant.
HAHA.
it's really bigggggg.
but really crowded too.
we bought A LOT of stuff.
xD

sun
FINALLY went to BFF's house!!
aft talking about it for weeks.
haha.
met her at tampines int first.
my butt almost rotted on the way there.
SO FARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
HAHA.
lunched at long john's.
forced her to eat with me. xD
walked ard for awhile then took a bus to her house.
her living room furniture is re-arranged from the last time i've been there.
we watched tv at the living room and this girl seriously can't stop changing channels. -_-
so you can imagine how many small parts of the so many different shows that were on which we watched.
UNCLE called later and we took turns to talk to him. xD
then some stoning and it was time to go alr.
her mum gave me a green packet before i left.


my first ever green packet!!
HAHA.

after that was a walk down memory lane.
went to meet my mum at queenstown's ikea.
one of my sec sch hang-outs. xD
jln bt merah.
alexander rd.
the bus 111.
redhill mrt station.
the swimming complex near crescent.
the condos we used to run past during our mass runs back at crescent.
highly nostalgic!! (:

didn't exactly walk ard ikea.
crossed over to anchorpoint instead.
but the furniture shop my mum remembered is gone.
heh.
went down to the furniture mall at beach road.
and almost all the shops were closed alr.
but not the one she was looking for. (:
managed to get a new sofa.
haha.

mon
yeah my wish came true.
i didn't stay home on this day.
but instead i went to the doc's.
sorry for not being able to meet up with you STM PART!!
anw i went to the doc cos my eye was red and my mum is worried.
and ta-daah i have to stay off specs for 2 wks.
spent 2 days being pissed with myself.
HAHA.
i realised it's not worth it so i shall not get pissed anymore. (:

oh BFF called me!!
HAHA.
i found it quite random.
she told me all abt how horrible her gp paper2 was.
haha.
then she asked me if i wanted to go over to her house.
but i didn't wanna disturb her.
cos she had a math paper the next day.

tue
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIP!! (:

went to sch to meet STM PART. (:
we're kinda sick of going to j8 and amk hub all the time so we went to cp instead. xD
msg-ed BUDDY and she joined us for lunch.
AJISEN!! xD

BUDDY's msg seriously cracked STM PART and i up!!
HAHAHA.
i shall be nice and not disclose anything. xD
but we had a great time laughing and chatting.
laughing at BUDDY was FUN!!
HAHA.
sadist. xD
headed over to BUDDY's house later just for fun.
and we played THIS.

can't rmb when was the last time i played this!!
HAHA.
we were trying to scare each other such that we will knock the whole tower over.
HAHAHA.
BOO!! xD

went back to sch for choir prac.
ronda catonga-ed the whole way.
had fun chatting with the sop2s and mezzos. xD

k i shld stop here.
needa go bathe and get ready to go out.
my blogskin seems screwed but i can't seem to find a nice one to replace it. ):
shall carry on searching.
haha.
tag replies when i use the comp again.
HAHA. (:

angela 11:03







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to keep in mind

1 jan-happy new yr! =D
2 jan-back to spore
5 jan-choir farewell bbq
11 jan-j's birthday
12 jan-ny open house
23 jan-serene's birthday
27 jan-my birthday

2 feb-airshow job
3 feb-olivia's birthday
11 feb-EUROPE!! =D
14 feb-valentines day
14 feb-cny
22 feb-back from europe

5 mar-results day
6 mar-smu open house
7 mar-kris's birthday
13 mar-ntu open house
14 mar-nus open house
16 mar-zul's birthday

1 apr-deadline for uni apps [nus & ntu]
8 apr-deadline for uni app [smu]
16 apr-CRUISE! =D
18 apr-hui's birthday

21 may-mum's award ceremony
22 may-nychoir concert (:

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